...almost over.

Like always, it started off like just another dp, one of the numerous ones so far and one of the last ones with the people i have been with for so long. Thought of avoiding it for a crappy reason called the quiz but just couldnt do it, maybe coz as this sem is getting over, i feel close to my friends more than ever and always do feel like being with somone or the other. So the party began as usual, the usual toasts, discussions over modern and classic bands, movies, stories related to kota, btw,these ppl from kota DONOT stop once they begin with their tales and if the combination is with alcohol then its better u just listen...never interrupt. Moving on, discussion about some movies commenced, particularly over 'gulal' and recieved quite some inputs of varied sorts and some obviously more prompting then others, which were, well, just hilarious. After the end of it all, as usual everone scattered in their own domains with their, relatively close fellows. As for me and few friends, we decided to hav our dinner and meanwhile started talking on the times we had spent together all these years and the memorable incidents, which seemed so trivial at that time. And after being into this talk for not more than twenty minutes or so, comes the realisation that, well, its almost over now. All those years, those trips, sudden plans, fights, talks, dreams...everything suddenly seems to possess a whole new feel to it....nostalgia. And when you realise that the time that you have right now is really the time that is going to be the best time (at least it will be on the top with any other fav moments) that you will ever have, then you begin to cherish the moments more and more and all the 'friends' and the time we spend with them becomes more and more fun, even if maybe we have had this much fun earlier also....but this 'one-of-the-last-time' aspect gives it a whole lot of meaning altogether. I too had been involved one of the best trips of my life which was planned while preparing for end sems and was as spontaneous as it can be...and while the same thing happend today also, it felt like more exciting and had a completely different feel to it...mybe coz i was smwat high, but i dont think that it was the case. Its the fact that maybe there wont be any such thing ever coming our way which makes it a different touch than anthing that has been till now. Some people tell me that its no use thinking about feelings and being sentimental regarding emotions coz if u think logically, its all in the mind and wen u think logically u can actually stop thinking about everthing. In a way its fine but i guess i choose to be this way and i prefer anything that takes me close to the people i think about...for however time it may be. So rt now, would really be looking forward to having a great time before everyone leaves....and after that too.. :)